4th day and the pain is starting to take effect. Wow I can't believe I made RM 144 in four days. Pfft and my parents said I couldn't take the pressure. Hahah just the pain that I'm not to comfortable with.

Haihz some complications in life that we just can't deal it with. Dang you suck! I had to rearrange the mess you created. You people are lifeless seriously. Hahah!

I have to work overtime now every sat -.- And sat I'll be having break alone cause Dang doesn't work on sat. Sad isn't it but oh wells. I'll be making big bucks at the end of the day. But the thing is some people make 5 per hour. Ahhh who cares about their job.

I have to let out another sigh.



HAIHZ


Okay all better. Hahah okay then I'll stop here

The 1st day

First day of work isn't so bad. Met my "superiors". They adviced me in many stuffs like which cigarette is which O.O. Ain't going to be a smoker cause smoking is bad! And imagine how much I hate smoking, I have to sell cigarettes ?! Ish what a mess thinking when any customer enters, would he/she buy a cigarette ? If yes then I hate her/he. Haha!

Anyways my day started off when I woke up at 9, ate my breakfast and walked to work. As I was walking down the road all of a sudden I got a phone call

Josh : Hello ?

Dang : Eh my dad picking you up

Josh : ?!?

Hahah I was on the main road somemore. But thanks Mr Dang for picking me up. Not you Dang Kuok Ian but thanks to you too. I had a great dinner after all. Haha! Be nice to your maid

Another 9 days and I'm off to Thailand for the hols. It's pretty exciting actually come to think of it but there are some setbacks cause of this holiday trip. Oh well you gain you lose.

At this very minute, 12.51am sharp on my comp's clock, I'm actually doing my tuition homework that is required tomorrow. Oh my gosh how much I hate tuitions right now. Especially those hardworking teachers that won't let you go!

Everyone says "Have a good holiday" and I know mine is going to be a hell disaster because of this tuition. I mean it's holidays man. Anyone knows how to do form 3 maths chapter 5 :( ?



Ahh tomorrow is my job briefing and I'm actually kinda excited to start work. I really don't know why but yea it's gonna be fun once you get your money. Hehe! I'm begging my mum to change new laptop cause this current one I'm using SUCKS LIKE HELL. Lag Lag Hang Lag. Ish that's all this useless piece of junk does.

Hopefully I can pay half of the price of the new laptop and my parents pay the other half :)

I am so pissed at few stuffs right now. I don't know what the hell is the problem with life nowadays

I hate it when my mum keeps nagging me about what time to sleep and not to. I mean please it's holidays! I've been stressing myself this past 10 months and I still can't sleep late? Now that's so so FAIR of you.

I hate it when my teachers keep complaining about me to my parents. What in the heaven's name did I do to them. It's not like I robbed them or something. They keep saying I don't pay attention. Who says so?! I got A for their freaking subject and I still have to go for tuition during holidays doing their homeworks and still complains?!

I hate it when I look forward to outings and yet its canceled last minute. It's like I get so excited to go and suddenly last minute changes. Yes the outing have been postponed THREE times already.

On her 14th birthday her true love came to her

nice necklace...Can it compete with Li Jee
Yu Kane and his personal hygiene


Xiann's ready to pucker up

Poser








Ashley's face on Yu Kane's body...sounds wrong

smiley and his gf

wahhh so many presents

Don't know what is he doing


Signing Ashley's book

Taking a pic of Xiann taking a pic of himself



Chunted leh

Julian's birthday gift to Ashley
Kids these days

14 is a nice number

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY...since I'm posting this at 1.41am

Haha Ashley was and still is a really sweet girl. Exclude the words she uses sometimes. xD there is a list of bad words she says but it doesn't matter. Anyways she is crazy about ________...haha I can prove it! She has a way of acting cute and infuencing others to do her cute faces...LOL!

Again I wish you a Happy 14th Birthday. Have fun sleeping with your necklace and reading your 'Breaking Dawn' book...heheh


The birthday girl

Wow yesterday was seriously one of the best day. Went sktm with old friends and you know had so much time. Went mamak and we started talking like

"What happened if we ordered roti tissue tak nak roti?"...that's where all the nonsense started.
And we actually asked the guy there. AHAHHA he was sporting so yea not a problem.

After that we went to Esther's house to swim and all. We kept singing the pokemon song which was soooo darn funny. If you need a racist joke ask Siew Ho. He told us one. xD

Anyways here are the pics...quite lil cause the rest not nice
the classic..hahah and i am taller than Esther. HAHAPn Ng and us
the number 1 jakuns that came from sktmThe guy who we played the prank on...hahah he accepted to take a picture with usI was helping Sab carry her handbag and they took a pic of me...blah that's what you get for being a good samaritan.
Me in that water bubble thingy
Trust me it wasn't easy as you think. AHAH I wonder how they can do it
Okay no comment
At long last a decent picture....excluding the MATAS(maders) at the back

Feeling young

Tomorrow is sktm's children day. Wow I just realized how much I missed being in primary. Nothing much to worry about. Like hairstyle, money, EXAMS.....haha

It's fun being a small kid again. Anyways I hope I can go. After that head to esther's place to bump around for a while

Lol going swimming. Okay then I got nothing to blog about. Wait for tomorrow. HAHAH I shall get the chance to blog my heart out

ps I ain't a banana in chinese. You just don't know ;P

I'm fine..am I. I feel like I can't have the fun I used to have now. It seems.......different
I know I can't have everything but is it true that I can't have what I desire most right now ?

I prayed for a miracle and it came. Now I pray I don't have to wake up from this dream cause I know in reality there ain't miracles like this one. I don't know what to do anymore. What to pray for. What to expect or rather work for right now. I ain't desperate but then I sound like I've been through this the first time.

I do not know how to handle myself okay? They say those who love you for who you are are the ones who really love you....but if I try changing to be someone better, does that go against the saying?

I know my bad points so if I change would it change your mind?

I need time.....and a second chance
Looks like suckers like me will never get one

Beat me dead

I know its hard for you to forgive me after what I said and did but I am really sorry. Please
I have been a jerk to you. And I know how much you hate hot-tempered guys and I'm truly sorry. There is nothing more I want right now but for you to talk to me and forgive me. Seriously I'm just raking my brains out trying to find the right word to make you forgive me and trying to plan a speech but its all true. And there wont be a next time when this happens. I seriously am really sorry and I promise that this will never happen again. One chance is all I need....all I want from you. Last night I couldn't sleep knowing that you are mad at me and I'd do anything to make you happy now cause I realized how much I want you to be happy. And I'm sorry I had to find out the hard way. Well I just hope that nothing changed.....I seriously am sorry. Sincerely